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My big brother and I were coloring in our playroom, back
when we were young enough to have one, when he read the crayon box and
exclaimed, “These are non-toxic!”
“Non-toxic!?” I asked. “That means you won’t die when you eat it,” he
explained with a laugh. I laughed with him.
Soon after, I declared to my father my intentions to eat a
crayon, thus sparking one of the first and most frustrating arguments I ever
had with him.
“But they’re non-toxic,” I whined.
“You can’t eat everything that’s non-toxic.”
“But I won’t die.”
Exasperated, my father pointed to our round, mahogany dining
table.
“This is non-toxic, too, but that doesn’t mean you can eat
it.”
My eyes widened as my little brain processed this new
possibility. I imagined clamping my jaw
onto the side of the big table. Whoa- you can eat tables?
When I talk about public health with other people, I often
think I know what my father must have felt like talking in circles with
me. Like my father, I often find my
perfect logic and apt examples coming up short as I try to argue helmets,
nutrition labels, and ObamaCare with people not in this field. I love thinking, talking, and doing public
health, but it frustrates me when people don’t see the world the same way I
do. It makes me want to walk away from
tough conversations.
Recently, I was at the annual conference for health services research folks like (and much smarter than)
me. It was there last year that I got
the idea for this blog. I attended a
presentation there called “Minimizing Churning and Coverage Gaps Between
Medicaid and Subsidized Qualified Health Plans,” given by one of my role models
from Harvard. As you can tell by the
title, it was very specific and a bit technical. But even in that context, Professor Kathy Swartz broke through the wonkiness. The details
of the talk don’t matter for us, except that rather than talking about
insurance enrollment periods in the hypothetical, Kathy explained the end of
the year as a time when “low income people are thinking about the expenses of
the upcoming holidays, of paying for heating and buying Christmas presents for their
children.”
That little vignette helped me understand that issue. I’ve thought a lot about it in the last two
weeks. I hope to do the same for you
here. This blog is where I come to make
constructive use of my frustrations, to have the conversations I want to walk
away from., and to highlight good examples.
This is where I convince you that eating crayons is so not public
health.
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